Patient Impatience

There is the oxymoron of the year!! I spend so much time praying for patience, sometimes it almost seems trivial. In the end, I just want N here ASAP!! As I watch friends and family having their babies in 9 months it hardly seems fair that we have to wait over a year for a baby we chose in February!!! But, so is the adoption journey. God has perfect timing, right? I must tell myself that 500 times a day. It keeps me at peace for awhile, them I see a small child, or even worse a small Down Syndome child and the excitement gets the better of me again. I usually try to put a verse with my post, but I am on my phone and I keep losing the post of I go out of the app, so I will include a verse next time!!! As Jesus told us to do, "Protect the Fatherless and the Widows."