Any day now

I am so excited. As more families on the Facebook page for CHI are traveling I know that we are so close!!! We will be one of the next to get our referrel and travel to visit our N!!! It is starting to seem so real and so exciting! I have the normal (I think) anxieties about if she will hate us, or something unexpected happens, but really I just want to see for myself who God has led us to! And of course see how many pictures I can take in 1 week!! Speaking of which, I think they also send new pictures when they send the referral!!!! She is prob so much bigger now than a year ago! It is hard to believe we have been waiting almost a year now and at the same time I am glad that we have the time to get prepared and get really excited! It stinks and makes it so bittersweet at the same time. The longer it goes on the more I hate to think of her living an orphanage life, when she should be living an amazing life with us! She is so loved already and we haven't even met fave to face. Perhaps we have met heart to heart?

The Lord will accomplish what concerns me; Your lovingkindness, O Lord, is everlasting; Do not forsake the works of Your hands. (Psalms 138:8 NASB)